Strangers

Hishhhh!! Apsal takde idea nak tulis apa2 sejak dua menjak niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Oklah, teringat satu cerita.

Saya ni orang yang memang paling susah nak start a conversation, tambah2 lagi dgn strangers.

Dua hari lepas pergi hantar kereta servis, sambil duduk2 tunggu tu, ada sorg lelaki duduk kat depan.

Saya buat selamba minum coffee, and makan snickers sebab tak lunch huhu.

Tiba-tiba "Hey, datang hantar kereta servis ke?". Lelaki tu tegur.

Lepas tu start la a long conversation sampai cerita pasal kerja, kampung, mak bapak semua.

Nampak gaya macam photographer sebab ada kamera dgn laptop atas meja tu.

So I asked, and yes memang btol dia photographer from one of the newspaper company kat Msia ni.

Ok nak balik tu he did asked for my business card sebab dia kata card dia dah habis.

So bagi jelah. Esoknya, pagi2 dah call sbb dia kata dia dah nak pergi Myanmar cover SEA games, so he thought of giving me his number. Ok fine.

Malamnye pulak tetiba masuk whatsapp haha.

Ok, jangan buat kerja gila. Rasanya he is someone's husband. 

Tak pun, ntah ntah psycho ke, kl gangster ke kan. Haha.

Apa-apa pun, it makes me think positively. Ada market lagi rupanya. Haha.

Anak Orang

Introducing Muhammad Saif. Anak si Safuan dan Farah Yasmeen. Dah jadi bapak ek si Popo Kingston.

Say hi to auntie Ila, Saif. Remember this pretty face. Cepat besar, nanti auntie bawak pergi Jungle Gym ok. Boleh geng dengan big brotha Luth Danish and Aryan.

Be a good boy to your mama and papa and also aunties and uncles. We love you. See you in 2 months time ok.

Mama Farah, selama berpantang. Once dah habis confinement, let's celebrate at Kulcats. Hahahaha

Nov 19th

It's been a month. Should be equal to 125 months of togetherness.

I still missed that person. Missed the presence.

Butterflies are still there.
The hurts, the pain, the torture, the frustration is too enormous.

But I believe, things will get much better. This is normal aite friends?
Life messed up these days but who knows what tomorrow will bring.
Hope I will pass the nightmare soon. Really soon. I wish.

Be strong you bitch.

Plan

Kak Bee atau pun kadang2 dikenali sebagai Kak Kiah/Kak Atul selalunya is a mastermind/masterplanner untuk most of Raka's activity. Mm ok actually semua aktiviti. Dia sekarang kat Qatar, kerja dgn Qatar airways. Baru like 3 weeks ago she left Malaysia.

Satu hari, budak2 Raka yang still tinggal kat Malaysia nak plan for hangout. Nak pegi ngopi, dan mungkin jugak tgk wayang.

Brainstorming utk pilih venue. Adib dapat sokongan ramai.

  

Tiba tiba sorang minah ni tanya soalan di atas. 

Setakat ni paradigm mall tak pernah diproposed as the venue. 

Thanks adib for the correction. 

Ok, minah tu saya.

Ok tadi bukan main dah cerita pasal nak pegi ngopi kopi brazil, 

tiba-tiba ada lagi soalan macam di atas oleh Che Nab. Haha. 

Yes, i can feel u Kak Bee. 

Akhirnya, plan hangout disummarykan oleh Kak Bee

Ok, masih lagi soalan dari Che Nab. 

Nasib baik jawab sendiri, kalau tak memang nahas kena dengan Kak Atul.

Ok, failed budak2 ni. But do not worry too much Kak Bee. We'll try to be better. Haha.

We miss u so much! XOXO!

Cerita Mommy Mommy

Muhammad Luth Danish baru cukur jambul semalam.
Tapi sebenarnya dia takde jambul pun. Jangankan jambul, rambut pun takde.

Baru 2 bulan setengah tapi berat dah nak dekat 6kg.
Mommy punya susu berkhasiat sangat.

Ok. Saya bukan mommy Luth mahupun Yasmeen.
Makcik makcik datang marhaban tu suka2 je nak assumed.
Memang saya dgn mommy budak berdua ni kembar lebih kurang seiras.
But do i look like a mommy? Seriously?
Makcik marhaban tu kata, "owwhh ingatkan emaknye, same je dua2".
Makcik, please observe my body well.

Yela makcik, saya lebih gemok.
Mencik!

Kawan

Saya punya ramai kawan.

Ok tipu. Tak ramai sangat. 

Mm eh mungkin ramai, tapi tak rapat. 

Yang paling rapat ada kurang dari 15 orang. Orang2 yang boleh dijadikan keluarga kedua selepas keluarga darah daging sendiri. Kawan kawan ini punye kerja yang profesional. Kebanyakannya engineers dalam pelbagai bidang. Ok, si pais je gatal nak berinterior design. Owh ada jugak model sambilan. Yasha kawan sekolah si lawyer. Haha.

Selama ni tak perasan yang kita semua ni hebat. Semuanya menjadi diri mereka sendiri dan tak pernah mendongak ke langit di atas kehebatan itu. Saya sudah cukup  bangga punya kawan semacam mereka.

Semoga satu hari nanti kita semua akan jadi orang yang lebih hebat dari apa yang kita ada sekarang.

Ok, buat masa ni, jom tido dulu.

P/s: Matilah kalau cegu dayana baca. Owh my bahasa! Haha

Betrayal

"The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies. It comes from friends and loved ones" - Anonymous, Google

Yes. Indeed. I've learned my lesson.

Be good, my friend, my love.
The pain it caused is too devastating.
Too much to bear than one can imagine..

Live an honest life. 

Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1435

Jadikan tahun baru, satu permulaan yang baru. 

Ok tu je.

Kids Day Out

It's Jungle Gym visit today! Been quite sometimes since my nieces and nephew had their day out together. So, after celebrating Ayah and Yani's birthday today, we went to BSC and spent almost 3 hours in there. As usual, their Acu is the most excited one. Haha. Thank God for bringing these kids into my life. They are truly my source of happiness.

Happy Birthday Dad!

Ayah turns 72 today.

Happy birthday Ayah. May God bless you with good health and also happiness.

I love you. 

Lots of hugs and kisses from your youngest troublemaker daughter.

Butterflies

I have butterflies in my stomach.
I can feel them moving too fast and sometimes they just disappeared without me noticing.
I hate this feeling. Until when will they keep on coming?

Plz plz go my tiny beautiful butterflies. I don't need you. Hush. Hush.