Sebelas

"... And the night is takin' over

And the moonlight gets exposure

And the players has been chosen

And it seems like fate has spoken

When it seems your faith is broken

By the second, losin' focus

Ain't no way to get off, get off, get off, get off

Unless you move forward

I bet they wonder how I go on

I bet they wonder how I go on
I bet they wonder how I go on

I'll simply say it's on again, it's on again

The world don't stop, its on again, it's on again.."

Yes. I am a lonely fighter. Trying to win my own battles.
But I do not hate you. Thanks for giving us some precious lessons in life.
11 years today. Should be. Well.
I miss you but I'm moving on.
And for friends who read this, plz pray for my heart.
It's currently, still, tightly shut.

K. Bye.

XOXO

Bali is my lifee!

Don't get annoyed with the post title.

Yes. Bali.

Tiket dibeli like one year ago and at last dapat jugak pergi. Though ada sorg tu tak pergi. Takpelah. I'm ok.

Ok ni summary je, sebab malas nak tulis panjang2 hehe.

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Travel period: 23rd April 2014 - 27th April 2014.
Villa : Kubu Pratiwi -Superb! Recommended! Balik jalan2, boleh terus terjun pool!
Driver : Pak Sono & Ali
Rakarians :Adib, Popo, Farah, Effa, Bulu, Jen, Kak Bee, Che Nab, Kak Cik, Pac, Yours Truly.


1) Kintamani 

Sepatutnye before pergi Kintamani, tgk Barongan dulu tapi tak sempat. Otw pegi Kintamani singgah tempat buat kopi luwak. Jumpa musang comel. Macam2 kopi ada kat sini kitorg try. Pac muntah minum one shot ginger coffee. Haha.

Dalam van pegi Kintamani, kitorg main game, 'Siapa tido, kena keluar dari van'. Haha atau pun sebenarnya di mainkan oleh org2 yang tak tido. It was fun indeed. Sampai je kat Kintamani, hujan lebat. So makan dalam hujan and sejuk. Tak nampak apa apa sebab kabus tebal gila. Lepas pergi Kintamani, singgah dekat this one gallery and also a temple. Tak ingat dah ape nama dia. But respect to the bloody art skills that the locals have.

2) Ubud

Singgah tengok sawah padi. Tapi tak turun kat sawah pun sebab baru lepas hujan and sangat lecak. Budak2 ni sukati je tangkap gambar ngan pakcik keje kat sawah tu tanpa berbayar, dah pakcik tu merajuk tak nak tangkap gambar dengan Che Nab. Haha. Dan di sini jugaklah, first time tengok souvenier yang ntahpapentah. U guys get what i mean kann hahahha kelakaaa.

3) Kuta Beach 

What do u expect I buat kat beach tengah2 panas ni? Surfing? Mandi laut? Haha none of that. Just lepak, amik gambar, tengok org tak pakai baju, pastu makan Mc Donald. Seronok dapat aircond. Dekat sini, the main attraction  is actually Pac/Naquib, sebab semua orang kagum dengan braided hairstyles dia.

4) Padang padang beach

Kat padang-padang ni ke yang ada tunnel kecik before sampai beach tu ek?? I guess so. So tak turun sampai beach sebab claustrophobic. Kelas. Hehe. Kat sini pun kejap je. Sebab nak pegi kejar kecak dance.

 

4) Uluwatu

Tgk kecak dance kat sini. Jumpa naib canselor uitm. Haha bengong. Cantik dekat sini sbb masa sunset. Tapi benci sebab banyak monyet! Huhu. Rakarians yg naik lagi satu van masa ni tak ikut, sebab Saif tak digalakkan join huhu. So they went to fetch Kak Bee at the airport.

5) Jimbaran

Seafood time! Weee! Makan banyak. Glad that most of my favorite people was there. Wish i can come to this place again. Boleh mkn byk lagi. Weeee.

 

6) Tanah Lot

Rushing nak ke Tanah Lot ni, sebab singgah pergi massage kaki and shopping kat Hard Rock. Sempat la amik gambar sunset sekejap pastu shopping je kat situ.

7) Krisna
Tempat favorite Kak Cik. Hehe. Dua kali uolss pegi sini. Dua kali jugak duit habis. Sampai kena pinjam duit kat kak yong Falah. Senang, souvenier semua beli kat sini je, tak payah jalan tempat lain.

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Ok, tu je tempat2 yang teringat. Well, this is perhaps the most exciting vacation I have with Rakarians, but ya, I apologize for whatever had happened. My bad :(

Despite that, thanks guys for the memories. Already missed Bali a lot. Hehe. Let's make some more okay! Much love for you guys!

*Photo credits to the Rakarians.

Pool!

Mine

Mine too. Hehe

Weeee!

 

Bibik buat breakfast

Coffee

Ubud

Ladies

 

Joghen

 

Gegurls. Err with Saif.

The clans

 

Kuta

Teh Botol Session. Tak sedap.

Beachwalk at Kuta

Gegurls with Adibyss

Dinner time! nyum nyum!

Sedap tak bau perfume tu kak cik? hihi

Lupa la nama beach ni huhu

Kuta

Uluwatu

Jaz go Jazzercise

It's the second month of my Jazzercise class. I did not know this kind of workout/excercise/dance or whatever you want to call it, exist. Until my colleague asked me whether i am interested to follow her to the trial class. At first, I was a bit hesitated since i already joined the zumba class at the office. Haha. Macam kelakar tiba2 jadi excercise freak.

Ok, I went to the trial class and hey, it was fun! I thought they were gonna use only jazz song as the workout music. But it was not! The music they played is the latest one! Katy Perry, Pitbull, Pharrel Williams, Beyonce, and some that I don't even know who's the singer. The crowd were very friendly and the instructor was much helpful as it's my first class. Err so i stumbled a lot. Haha.

So this is a bit description of Jazzercise, mm ok copied from the website. Haha.

"The original aerobic exercise class, Jazzercise, combines dance, strength training, yoga, Pilates, and kickboxing movements into one fun and effective total body workout. The mix of Latin, hip hop and jazz dance movements make Jazzercise feel more like a girl’s night out than a workout!

Wildly imitated but never duplicated, routines are choreographed to current hits by major recording artists. With its fresh moves, new music and pure motivation, no other fitness program comes close."
 

It's a non-stop workout for one hour. Tapi sempat la lari pegi minum air, kalau tak, rasenye boleh dehydrate and rasa nak pengsan. Tiap2 hari ada class, but depends nak pegi bila, The package that I paid for is unlimited. So far baru berapa kali je tak pergi.

Now I'm continuing the class. Just because it was fun and I need it to make me feel happier. Plus I have a lot of free time now. Hehe. For further details about this Jazzercise class, please use Mr Google people.

Loss

In 2013, I lost a few important people in my life. My cousin, makcik, nenek saudara, my love. Setiap satu yang hilang tu, tinggalkan kesan yang sangat2 dalam. The people left without any alarm, any hints. And the feelings were different for each. Part of the pain, kills the soul. My life became numb.

Then, I trained myself to be strong. Cuma, perhaps not strong enough. Sometimes, i felt lost. I did not know which way to go. I felt alone though I am surrounded by people that I love. My evil part of the brain, sometimes tell me to stop giving hope on life. But I know it's not worth it.

So, apa yang boleh dibuat, terus berharap, doa, tawakal agar ada something yang lebih baik in the near future. How near it is, hard to say. Just put my trust in God the Most merciful. I am not perfect, I know. God may not be granted all my wish, but at least He can ease the pain.

For those who lost their families and friends in MH370 tragedy, i wish they can be strong. I understand that their loss was definitely much more devastating than what I've been going through, and till now kita semua harapkan miracles to happen. Ya, I too harapkan yang sama dalam hidup. Whatever it was and will be, just believe that God knows the best. This is the test that we cannot avoid. I must honestly confess that I am still not fully moving on. But, still alive and able to laugh at this point of time, is a great achievement, at least for me.

It's ok to mourn, but life must go on. Stay strong and lift your heads up people.  Love is all around us. Take care.

Out

"I'm comin' up so you better get this party started
I'm comin' up so you better get this party started
Get this party started"

-Pink-

Wait for me.  I'll be out real soon.

Kit Kat

Hi

It's never your fault.
Do not blame yourself. 
Just nak take a break sekejap je.
Rasa penat sangat sangat.
Need to find the 'joghenness' back :)

I'll be back soon.
Don't worry ok.
Luv u all mucho!

Cranky lil' munchkin

Tiba2 teringat Yasmeen cranky malam tadi.

Malam tadi, kita satu family pergi rumah abang to celebrate Daleena's birthday.
Masa nak balik tu, Yasmeen menangis sebab nak ikut Atok dengan Wan dia balik kampung.
Tapi tak dapat ikot pun.

So her mummy asked her whether she wants to ride my car or his papa's.
Being cranky, dia pun nak naik kereta i tapi taknak pakai carseat. Ok.
We gave her option. Pakai seatbelt kalau taknak carseat. Tu pun dia taknak.
So papa dia malas nak layan, angkat dia bawak masuk kerete diorg.

On the way back, Yasmeen called me, sambil nangis ajak i singgah 7-eleven depan rumah.
Rupa rupanya, dalam kereta tu dia dah diam dah.
Lepas tu, dia pusing belakang, dia nampak kereta i follow kereta papa dia.
Ape lagi, start menangis balik sebab nak naik kereta i pulak. Hish budak ni.

So i follow lah pegi 7-eleven. I tak turun. Yasmeen ikut papa dia turun.
They asked me if i want anything, and I said i taknak apa2.

Lepas pergi kedai, Yasmeen hop into my car and I asked her.

Acu:"Yasmeen, what did u buy? Kenapa tak beli untuk acu?"
Yasmeen: "Kan tadi acu cakap acu tak nak apa apa".

Ok fine.

And she said that very clear. Dia tak pelat. Haha.

Sampai kat parking rumah, i tanya Yasmeen lagi sekali.

Acu: " Ala, kenapa Yasmeen tak beli apa-apa untuk acu kat kedai tadi? Kesian acu."
Yasmeen: " Dah, dah, tak payah pergi kedai lagi. Meen nak tido".

Sabar je la budak ni tau.